I'm finally sitting down and eating real food. I've consisted on nothing but cookies and candy for the past 24 hours. I'm pretty sure my hair is falling out and my skin is breaking out due to a severe vitamin deficiency from not having eating anything of substance lately. Actually, I had a date last night and I had some of the best salmon of my ( Read more... )

Well, that was one of the least pleasant experiences of my entire life. It could've been worse. The cat dissection could've been much worse, and I think I was expecting it to be, but it was still... the opposite of fun. I started crying. Not like bawling, but I had to fight like hell to not. I was all weepy and sniffley. My lab partner asked ( Read more... )

Why am I just lying in my bed sobbing? This is so pathetic. I am so scared and so lonely and so lost and I feel all alone... because I am all alone. I really miss having someone... someone to curl into bed with, someone to hold me when I'm upset, someone to wipe away my tears, someone to tell me they love me and that everything will be okay. I ( Read more... )

I hate the smell. I hate all the machines. I hate the needles and the IVs. I hate all the doctors, even if they are really nice. But mostly, I hate the waiting. I did a lot of that today. Too much of it. In fact, my entire day was mostly spent waiting. I didn't even eat anything today, because I was too busy... waiting. And being too grown ( Read more... )